What if I????

In an ever-changing system, any small change can have a huge chain reaction on the development of the whole system.
This process-orientated developmental model made my future more unpredictable and
left a lot of "what ifs" in my life. While I feel confused and disorientated,
this unpredictability also gives me a sense of freshness and excitement about the
challenge of the unknown.
Of course, we've been taught enough about making
careful choices and that life can't be started over, so in my design I want to
put aside talking about the good and bad of these choices and simply enjoy the
journey.